One of the worst days of my life…

     My mom was laying on the bed, cold and shivering, about to be wheeled back into surgery. She had cancer. My drug addict dad waited for the last few minutes until they took her back.. he asked “can you give me 20 dollars.” the look on my mommy’s face….. such sadness in her eyes.. just staring at him.. he gave her no choice. When she needed love, he needed to get high. I have never felt so disappointed in a human being in my life. My father. My stomach was in such a knot, i wanted to throw up. My momma gave me the world. and to see someone hurt her, in so many ways, every day. Someone that is suppose to love us, support and take care of us. But instead, destroyed everything. Mentally and physically. So i guess you could say every day was one of the worst.