One of the worst things ever, is when your doctor doesn't listen to you, doesn't understand, or just assumes.
I have very high anxiety.
It is so hard for me to do everyday normal things.
I get nervous.
I start to panic.
My worst issue, is people being to close to me. If i am in a store and a few people are walking around me, i run out of the way. I wait for it to clear. It is a constant battle. I cannot stand the thought of being in someones way, i worry about it to much. I envy my boyfriend. He doesn't notice, he doesn't care! He supports me, and understands me more and more each day, i love him to death for that. But i just wish he knew how hard it is for me.
I get nervous seeing my mom, if i haven't for a few weeks. That is the silliest thing ever.
I get nervous when i have to make a phone call. I have to be alone, and still it takes me at least 5 minutes to get the courage to hit the little green button….
I was at a origami jewelry bar party, there were quite a few ladies there. A game was introduced… I couldn't do it. It involved getting in front of everyone and preforming a measly task. Everyone did it but me.
Medications are the freakin best i tell you what.
They have helped me so much.
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